Friday, September 23, 2011

The Boxing Ring

Ok so before you read this, things are not NEARLY this bad in my life but i know people who's lives really are like this. If you're reading this and your life is like this or you know someone who's is, this poem is dedicated to all of you. Stay strong, things will get better.

I enter the ring
The match is about to start
I sit in my corner
My mom is doing her part

I put on my gloves
I stare at her face
I can see it in her eyes
She knows this isn't my place

Staring across the mat
I can see my sister now 
Dad's telling her all the moves
Her head's hung in a bow

We don't want this fight
We're not the ones who started it
But we know we have no choice
We were born a part of it

DING DING
The starting bell has rung
We both get up slowly
At our sides our arms are hung

We throw a couple punches
But never meant to harm
We dance around each other
With our undying charm

I just can't do this
And I know she feels the same
Then "DING" the round ends
What are the rules to this game?

We retreat to our corners
And listen to the coach
"This is no team" I say
"And i refuse to approach"

Thats when it happens
The coaches confrontation
They walk out to the mat
Without any appreciation

I turn to my sister
And she looks back at me
This is what we've been waiting for
Will we finally be let free?!

But then we realize what we started
This is never gonna end
We'll hear this fighting forever
And we know we can't pretend

Things won't be the same
Maybe not for a while
But at least its not our battle
And we won't live in denial

-Autumn Light

Mind Body Soul

I wrote this for a friend going through a hard time about a year ago, so here you go:

When sudden sadness overcomes
I feel an intense rush
To sink right on back
To my old harmful ways

But I refuse to be bound
By my horrific memories
Buy I can't block out the sound
Of danger banging at my door

What I am is terrified
But of only myself
Is it even possible
To cause so much damage to oneself?

See me, and see my sword
But use it I shall no longer
Because now I am strong
In all my mind, body, and soul

-Autumn Light